4/4/2011 (Monday, 12.00 a.m.)
It's exactly one month... one month before my parents go to the States for my brother's graduation.... Doesn't that just sounds fun and exciting? Getting to go there again, having the time of my life, meeting church members, experiencing great and unforgettable moments, and just 'Being In The USA' again.... But.... that's not the case for me, cause I'm not going, I'm gonna stay here with my aunt for 4 weeks, without my mom and dad, without anyone whom I'm comfortable with... 4 weeks is long, how am I gonna go through this? I've never been away from my parents this long, I've never been.... alone for this long... How would I feel? I would rather them not buy anything for me, and just let me go... unfortunately it's too late.... just too late...
After a hurricane, comes a rainbow..... I am glad, happy, and grateful. Cause this is the best medicine, hope. This makes me hope more....I know that I'll not be going now, and will go through a really harsh time, but when I go, my life will totally change, cause my life will be there.... I'm praying, God please keep reminding me to do the best I could, to be the best I could .....God I sacrificed, so please let this sacrifice come to worth and just let this dream of mine come true... and I'm still hoping....
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