Dinner with Ebony :> Gonna miss her so much!

28/4/2011 (Thurday)
Ebony returned back home from AUS for a 2-week Easter holiday. And today, we had dinner at Fruits Monster cafe, Lintas. I ordered a  Beef sandwich, and she ordered a chicken rice. We had a great time, talking bad about people, her life in Aus, taking ugly pictures and many more fun stuff!

She gave a chocolates and nougats :>

Lastly, we ordered a dessert called Ice Monster special, it's not the best dessert though, but still okay... 2 hours past, and sadly it's time to go home :<  Her dad dropped me off at Clarence Home Grill cause my parents are having dinner there. Had a BIG BIG HUG with her, said our good byes and now waiting to see her again in July :>

Giving up? Definitely not our option!

19/4/2011 (Tuesday)
Choral Speaking Competition was held today at SMK Amadshah, Inanam. KKHS was team number 9, but because there was 2 teams that pulled out from the competition, we went on stage as the 7th group... Titled  "Cry of the Bonsai" was our deep, emotional message.... We did great, and probably one of our best performance we ever had :> Was very glad and proud of ourselves!

Unfairly, we got second-runner up.. We were kinda bumped out by the results though. Plus, schools that got the champion and first-runner up did things that violated the rules, and we did not.... Sadly, there's nothing much we can do, except for just taking minor actions...

But next year, we can do one major thing though, and that is to not give up! We'll try again and again, do the best we can, work on things till perfection ! We're strong, brave and confident! No one can stop us, not even the judges. Even if they let us get the last place and just wanna crush our spirits, we're still not gonna give up, and prove to them that we can be the Champions! We'll be back! Beware... :)

The best medicine :)

4/4/2011 (Monday, 12.00 a.m.)

It's exactly one month... one month before my parents go to the States for my brother's graduation.... Doesn't that just sounds fun and exciting? Getting to go there again, having the time of my life, meeting church members, experiencing great and unforgettable moments, and just 'Being In The USA' again.... But.... that's not the case for me, cause I'm not going, I'm gonna stay here with my aunt for 4 weeks, without my mom and dad, without anyone whom I'm comfortable with... 4 weeks is long, how am I gonna go through this? I've never been away from my parents this long, I've never been.... alone for this long... How would I feel? I would rather them not buy anything for me, and just let me go... unfortunately it's too late.... just too late...

    After a hurricane, comes a rainbow..... I am glad, happy, and grateful. Cause this is the best medicine, hope. This makes me hope more....I know that I'll not be going now, and will go through a really harsh time, but when I go, my life will totally change, cause my life will be there.... I'm praying, God please keep reminding me to do the best I could, to be the best I could  .....God I sacrificed, so please let this sacrifice come to worth and just let this dream of mine come true... and I'm still hoping....